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Subject:We are tending to pretend we're at the ending of our lives
Time:07:43 pm
Current Mood:blankblank
God this has to be the most depressing week ever.
It's so cold. My circulation is terrible,  I feel like a fucking OAP.
The friends are bitching about going on holiday in the summer. Why does it have to be so hard to make  a plan? Why is there so much fucking conflict about it? Why is it always just bitch bitch bitch all the time?  It's ridiculous. In a guilty way I won't be sorry when this year's over, school's over and all this is in the past.
I just want to go off somewhere where stuff is cheap and simple and I can see the stars. Don't really want to come back.
I'm not sleeping much, and I suspect I'm not eating enough. It's pathetic but I can't be bothered to do anything about it.

Otherwise stuff is good. Things with Hugh are good. Really good. And I have some new bands to idolise:
Ezra Furman and the Harpoons: http://www.sendspace.com/file/wei08l
And I'm sure something to look forward to will come up soon. Well, David Dondero on Monday night, that's a start. And having an old-fashioned getting wankered at Jono's this weekend. Oh and Brighton I guess, going down for a few days. And Valentine's day- second year I won't be alone, must be on a roll!
Got an interview at Warwick tomorrow. I hope I get in. But University is not making me happy. I'd prefer to travel probably but yeah, suspect I would just never come back if I did that.
Say something happy, Poppy, dammit!
I have an amazing new coat. It's brilliant, and only 50 quid in the sale. It's really beautiful, black with a bow on the back and that sounds weird but ahhhhh love it! And a new dress! Grey with red bits on and it's lovely lovely. And a red belt! I would take some pictures but I don't have a camera.
And I suppose, relatively, I'm happy enough. Yeah, I guess I am, that's a happy thought.
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jeebus_uc
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Time:2008-02-01 03:28 pm (UTC)
You sound pretty much how I felt this time last year. What can I say... yeah it pretty much goes away once you've left home! Or in my case it did. You may just be feeling a little stuck but it'll stop soon.

Not very helpful, am I...?
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anonymousmess
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Time:2008-02-02 10:56 am (UTC)
No, thats comforting, thank you Suzy :)
I guess it's just this damn growing up thing...
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scrbldcrayon
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Time:2008-02-01 10:48 pm (UTC)
leonard cohen!
also, what does 'getting wankered' mean?
also, how much is a quid?

sorry =(
i'm from the US. you know how dense we can be....
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anonymousmess
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Time:2008-02-02 10:59 am (UTC)
Haha getting wankered is the equivalent of shit-faced/ wasted/ sloshed etc. Very drunk and or high.
A quid is one english pound. Sounds better than 'pound'.
See, we have all the best words.
Also, don't really use myspace much but yes for the communist literature
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scrbldcrayon
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Time:2008-02-02 07:36 pm (UTC)
ah, sweet. in that case, i got hella wankered last night!
and yeah, i like quid better than pound, so excellent word choice.
and thanks for that "yes", i agree, commie lit is amazing.
also, you remind me of someone, i can't remember who though....
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anonymousmess
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Time:2008-02-04 05:54 pm (UTC)
oh really? look like someone?
bensickle, thats adorable. bensickle. hee.
do you like david dondero? he seems like a person you might like, are you a fan already or shall i upload some stuff for you?
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scrbldcrayon
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Time:2008-02-04 06:31 pm (UTC)
yeah, look like someone. but i can't figure out who still... i wanna say somebody famous or semi-famous. or maybe just some girl i had a crush on in highschool. same difference, hahaha.
and bensickle is adorable? i better change that to keep up with my tough image!

also yeah, i'm a semi-fan of david dondero, so no need, but thanks! speaking of music, i like how you occasionally throw in recommendations to me. next time, i'll have one for you ;)
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anonymousmess
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Time:2008-02-05 08:24 pm (UTC)
ahhh he is amazing. saw him last night. brilliant.
i kept wanting to say something to him but i didnt want to be all fangirly so just kind of failed, i hate that. i hate that you can't go up to people and just say hi without being a fan. grr. anyway yeah semi-fan, good good to know.
noo, keep bensickle!
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scrbldcrayon
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Time:2008-02-05 08:58 pm (UTC)
i've done it. with the tokyo police club! i'd never heard them before and met them before a show (they were opening for cold war kids), and we walked around town and went to dinner at this restaurant... i made them circle their orders and sign the menu cause i had a friend who loves them and it was her birthday. they also called her and sang her happy birthday. it was sweet.
and one time i asked conor to validate my parking, and talked to mike mogis about shoes and general music.

also: recommendation (it's an obvious one...) wilco? have you heard them? very under-rated.

and i guess i'll keep bensickle... i suppose... hahahah
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anonymousmess
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Time:2008-02-06 11:15 am (UTC)
ah thats cool. tokyo police club thats pretty impressive! yeah i talk to bands im not obsessive about, but the saddle creek related ones im always too shy.
that is very cool about conor. oh i talked to mike mogis once, but only briefly. he is so lovely though. aw. conor always just gets bundled into limos looking a bit sheepish when i see him after gigs.
oooh nope havent heard them. aw theyre happy, i like it thank you. umm in return i give you- obvious but good Cat Power, Feist, Broken Social Scene?
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scrbldcrayon
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Time:2008-02-06 04:54 pm (UTC)
ah, don't be shy. just say arbitrary shit that doesn't matter (sure, i say this now, but froze when i met tegan and sara, hahaha... though i got their guitarist ted to sign a pack of cigarettes after he bummed one, hahahaha!)

and i've only ever seen conor trashed as all fuck after shows, hahaha

and i'm glad you like wilco! also, i'm already a big fan of cat power feist and BSS :)
but thank you, they ARE excellent recommendations!

i dunno if you'd like them, but check out massive mouth!
http://www.myspace.com/massivemouth
hahaha
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anonymousmess
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Time:2008-02-06 05:54 pm (UTC)
aw man tegan and sara, that would be cool. ooh i think theyre coming over here in march.
ha i got someone to sign a pack of fags once too. leila moss from the duke spirit- pretty good, if you havent heard them. she wrote "smoking is bad".
thats pretty good, that band. makes me dance around. his voice is cool. and the lyrics 'they say that life is short but to me it feels way to long' ha yeah. aw i like it :D
oh this is an amazing band- http://www.myspace.com/blackkidsrock
I'm Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend... is the best song.
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glowering
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Time:2008-02-02 04:16 pm (UTC)
Well done on Warwick! I din't get in.
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anonymousmess
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Time:2008-02-04 05:55 pm (UTC)
Ah no, where have you heard from so far? are you going to the nottingham open day?
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glowering
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Time:2008-02-04 06:35 pm (UTC)
Just Nottingham Bristol and Warwick. To be honest I sort of hope I don't get in to either of the others, makes decision making easier... Yeah I should be, March innit? Want to hook up for it?
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anonymousmess
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Time:2008-02-05 08:17 pm (UTC)
Ah mine's next week. Must be the American/English thing. Haven't totally decided if I'm going yet, I've seen it a couple of times already. It's great though, well I loved it anyway
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glowering
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Time:2008-02-06 12:06 am (UTC)
Wait, you're doing straight english yes?
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anonymousmess
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Time:2008-02-06 10:52 am (UTC)
yeah, although i may try to change onto the joint honours depending on where i go.
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Time:2012-07-24 04:25 am (UTC)

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